it is somehow surprising in the midst of all of the sadness surrounding my friends right now and the absolute shock we're all feeling about the entire situation that the rest of the world doesn't stop. i remember feeling this way a lot during the past 2 years when it seems that a lot of tragedy has crept into the lives of people i love.
it is hard to remember to keep moving but it is so necessary.
for instance, i am continuing to grow a tiny human. there is no stopping him/her. i've started to feel a flip and a flop every now and then. last week when my midwife located the heartbeat it sounded especially strong. i could hear splashing and kicking or flopping or whatever it is at this stage of the game. and even more amazing, we get to find out if this little nugget is a he or a she in just a few days.
i have always wanted to be a mom... for as long as i can remember. i have dreamed of having kids. now that is is actually happening i am still having a hard time believing it.
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